It should be so easy
it’s at the front of the house.
Large.
Looming.
And about three feet wide.
All you gotta do is walk through it.
But it’s Everest
untamed
and the path is arduous
North Col
far, far away
it must be the lack of oxygen causing their tears
their crumpled faces of despair
not the colour of the shoes
or the wrong socks
or the wrong toothpaste
or whatever it was under the table they were trying to find.
It’s such an effort.
The sweat is pouring
invisibly
from my picture of what should be
my vision of the perfect departure
my expectation for how this should go
the start of the birthday party for which we are now running late
– no movecon here, no military discipline, no “showtime” as it’s called, before the armoured convey roars off, ready for incoming fire –
It should be so easy.
It’s just a door.
Let’s go!
